went Penang again yesterday with my family, without Boy Boy.

had fun, maybe. =)

pictures taken

us
i don't look fat in this way. hahahaha

life is stressful sometimes. =.= maybe i complain too much.. but then i really wish that i'm not asking for that much of things and so i'll be a happy one.

i really wish so

**went to see you today and i'm glad you were smiling.

bye.

a tiring day..

felt tired right after i open my eyes this morning. got no idea what happened to me. :p

well, had a normal day and hell yea, i skipped exercising again. =.= too tired to exercise, seriously. my eyes are half way closing and i will never bathe if i never exercise this evening. :P well, i've to since i was sweating like a bull. :P

went to see my dearie today. =) she is so cute and so i took a picture with her..

she looks shy too

hahaha

going to clean myself and sleep. too many things to do for tomorrow.

nice weekend?

nights, pals.

getting fat in process

can't stop myself from eating nowadays and ya, i lost control of the amount i can eat. =.=

do you wonder why didn't i come for two days? wondering where i go?

i went Penang with my siblings and then passing my time by not remembering what did i actually do. guess what.. i was thinking where i went yesterday for skipping series and i got it after thinking for quite sometimes. alzhemier, maybe. hahaha.

anyhow, we went for something which we can hardly get in As.

took pictures, off course but then i'm not going to upload everything cause it is getting late and i'm tired. :P

pictures..

my parent's only four kids

that was the summary for yesterday.. :P

took pictures today too when we were in Jitra for Thai Cuisine.. was there with Bro Ooi, Papa Ooi and Mommy Che. :P Boy Boy Ooi was sleeping and so we didn't wake him up for dinner. =)

Papa and Bro Ooi
Mommy Che and Bro Ooi
our drinks. both ladies and men shared this
the spicy one and i can feel the spices swimming in my tummy still. LOL
Cantonese we got in north Malaysia
fried fish
asparagus
kelabu glass noodles
sweet and sour chicken.

got a picture of the day too. haha

tadaaaa.. =P

had super duper heavy dinner tonight and so i cycled for an hour after getting home.

tired, off course.

**happy birthday Mk and Yet Ching. =)

going bed then. =)

nights, people.

welcome back. =D

went to Penang to fetch Master Ooi back from Uk. :P that was great and we laughed, a lot.

got souvenirs too, off course. nice and i like them. =)

spot the black thingy. that's Yee Chui's. hehe. the red thingy with number 10 because 10th is my birthday. haha. don't be jealous. :P

anyhow, welcome back bro. everyone loves Chun Seng. =D

see you guys again, later. =D

IF

IF
i never come to this world
i never start breathing
i never join this family
i never talk so much
i wasn't lazy
i am a smart one

IF
i never been to KL for studies
i never get to know my friends
i never be here, in Malaysia
i stop breathing now

i wonder

what my life would be

like how Westlife sings,

but IF i let you go, i'll never know..
what my life would be..

and i know there is nothing related. xD

just craPPing anyway.

nice weekend, people.

did i tell you that i apologize to my mom this morning? i know i was wrong and i didn't apologize until i see something on the table today.

she was angry and she brought my favorite food back for me this morning. i was touched. i thought that she will never talk to me but then she didn't. =.= well, i apologized and no, i didn't give yellow roses. :)

my favorite that mom got for me this morning

found something yesterday and i think that the owner was too brave. hopefully the owner of the car will never find this out. lol. let's see.. what am i talking about.

woah. *salute* to the black Mercedez Benz. =.= don't you think that it was too sexy to be there? hahaha

thinking of taking picture of my current assets as i feel like giving some of them to my darling. current asset? hahahah. sounds funny it seems and they are not valuable to people. hehe

the left over babies i've which i folded since year 2006

and

the best is yet to come. hahahaha. i think it is going to be full, soon. at least i think so.

12th July is coming up so soon and i can't wait. =) can't wait to see him. anyhow, welcome back to Malaysia, Master Ooi. :) hehehe.

going to date Ji Hoo. long time never date him and yea, he is as handsome as usual. :)

going Keat Hwa's charity sale tomorrow with Mrs. Ooi. i'm glad that i'm Ms. Ooi. thank Mr. and Mrs. Ooi for loving me even though i'm rebel sometimes.

nights pals.

i told people that i'm the lucky one and i said i wanna be my mom's daughter again in the next life.. but then i hurt her, today.

i said something that might just make her can't stop wiping her tears.

i felt so sorry but then i didn't apologize to her. i wonder why do i keep on repeating all those nonsense. =.=

it is just a small matter, i know. i know i shouldn't talk about that and i only find out i'm wrong after she went off for jogging. =.=

then again i repeated it. =.=

not to show that how useless am i. just wondering what should i tell her as she is sad. maybe i just have to keep myself away from her. maybe.

now you know why my dad said if yellow roses represent apologize then i don't have to plant cause i just have to buy a plastic one and wipe it when i feel like using it. =.=

sorry.. even though it can't cure anything.

(:

a friend of mine who is named as yellow spec was looking for me today and i wasn't around with my lappie on. i'm here to tell him that i didn't try to ignore his message if he ever reads my notes. :P

anyhow was somewhat busy today. :P wondering what was i busy doing. *don't stare at me,please* LOL i was exercising real hard and time passes like that. so i guess what i did was exercising and folding paper cranes for the whole day. :P

went to see my darling. she never stop smiling and i felt lucky enough to see her smile (: she asked if we're eating in the house and then i told her that i'll eat in the house cause my mommy cooked. anyhow, we don't eat at her house mainly because today is the day to be vegetarian, maybe. LOL

snapped some pictures and i found something special which i think we never notice. check it out with me if you feel like wanna know. i bet you'll smile after seeing. trust me, trust yee chui. LOL

pomegranate. i heard that it is good for health and so we got this in the house
the inti. looks like Ruby, eh? =)

i'm going to show you the funny part now. do you know the gender of Mangosteen? i bet you don't and i didn't know until few days back. i'm scared if you don't believe in my when i tell you about the gender's thingy and so i took a picture from where i found it. hahaha

Mangosteen is a SHE because SHE is the QUEEN of fruits.

so now you know.

hahaha.

nights, people. =)

was busy exercising today. did lots of things which i never expect that i'll do. too many things to think and my brain stuck.

then

mommy showed me something special. i used to see Rambutans without skins in the fridge but then i saw mangosteen without skin today. :P special, aren't they? so i took pictures of them. =)

i've this because i'm her daughter. :) don't be jealous.

i felt better while eating the Mangosteen because they remembered me while eating because i wasn't around at that moment. i'm happy, really. :)

leaving to bed. i'm tired.

nights, pals.

TOO hard, maybe

maybe it is too hard for me to be who you want me to be.

i can never satisfy you and i wonder why. you always want more and more from me and i can't afford about it.

maybe you were right after your suggestion but then i think that i don't feel like doing it.

i'm never a machine. i don't know what am i doing, sometimes.

i wonder why do i breathe, sometimes. people work to achieve their goals but then i don't have any. people work for their dreams and i don't have too. people know what they love and i don't.

like i cycle to burn my calories, to be thinner. if i was told that i can be healthier by cycling, i'll never cycle.

not a part of principle or philosophy. i'm asking cause i don't understand and i guess that's what you taught me. lecture me when you're free, please.